A few weeks ago I started a new job. I prayed hard for this job and now I stand to start week number three of my new job and I’m terrified. I can’t eat or sleep. I scared that I’m going to fail miserably even though I’d smart. I almost feel like I’m too smart for it but I’ll catch the hang of the job. I feel this is due to the fact that I can do what I’m told but I’d rather have a fun job just where I’m free to move around and be out in the sunlight. I love to write fiction and part feels like I need to get cracking on finishing Kami and Zeke’s novella. I’ve fallen in love with these characters and I’m a crazy day dreamer. I’ve been deeply depressed this past week and it bothers me greatly. I keep thinking of my past mistakes: my major in communication electronic media and choosing that major when I should’ve chosen a different major, like public relations. I should’ve just double major and looking a the credits needed for a B.A. in public relations I only need 2 and a half semesters to get my B.S. in public relations. I don’t know if I’m right or not.